Library

I looked at my watch, it was loose, it was getting loose and the chain was in need of immediate changing, much like the rest of me.

It was 10: 36 in the morning …still…. I don’t get along with time really well. It’s either too fast or too slow. And some times, both at the same time. My eyes feel tired from holding up the eyelids. I can feel they are swollen, trying to shut, trying hard to shut …but am not sleepy. I don’t remember being sleepy …when was the last time that I was sleepy? Somehow thoughts aren’t shutting up neither are they getting organized or separated from each other so that I can sort them, and place them in my mind like books in the library and put them down in catalogues.